10 Minutes to Save Your Life

Bashar does a phenomenal job explaining how to consciously shift your life into what you want it to be. It’s less than 10 minutes that can change your life. Watch it.

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Energetic Readings: Tarot app, really? Really.

Random generalities? Maybe. Does it really matter? No. If any energetic or tarot reading resonates with you, that’s all that matters. There is a tremendous amount of energetic influence going on behind the scenes every second of every day. If you’re looking for concrete solid proof of intuition then you may as well look at yourself and how happy you are in your life because if you don’t feel happy and don’t know how to get happy, it doesn’t matter what kind of proof you’re faced with, none of it will make a difference for you.

All of this (waves hands around) is about energy. It’s about what you believe energetically. It’s about trusting yourself, not someone else, to find out what’s good for you and what’s not.

I’ve seen many  psychics, intuitive readers, energetic readers, tarot readers, past life regressionists and the like. None of those individuals are there for me on the fly, immediately, instantaneously when I need or want them around. It certainly doesn’t mean they’re not good at what they do, it means they’re human and I love them for that. But, sometimes it’s late at night and I have a burning questions that I am struggling with….I need guidance and my impatience tells me I need it right now! Not in 3 days at 4:45pm when they can fit me in.

A very intuitive friend of mine recommended I check out this tarot reading app. My instinct was ‘uhhhh yeah okaaaaay’ but I was at a place in my life where I could spare the $7 to try it out. The concept is easy. Focus on a question while holding the device, app open. Instructions on the screen tell you what you need to do. After you’ve gathered your energies, focused on your issue, then you touch the screen and scroll back and forth picking cards. I do all of this with my eyes closed, my 3rd eye blaring, until a few seconds have gone by and I’ve picked all the cards I needed to.

All the cards I picked will show up on the screen but for me, it’s too difficult to manage my reading that way. I immediately have it emailed to myself so I can read and re-read it again later. The below reading is my most recent. I’ve done this several times and it always gives me a fresh perspective to my question/issue.

I am tremendously unhappy in my job. My life has changed dramatically in the last 9 months and my job is the one thing that has me still feeling trapped, frustrated, lost…so many negative feelings I don’t want to list here. I accept this trap. I accept the fact that my path is becoming clear and that at some point I will be set free and maybe that’s going to happen today, maybe not. I try to live in gratitude instead.

This day, Wednesday June 29th, has been an especially challenging day. I have always doubted my intuition until recently but even now, I have moments of doubt that cripple me from making decisions. I’ve asked for stronger signs, nudges, to guide me to the right path and as painful as they are to receive, I see them clearly and am happy to watch my environment shift around me.

The reading is beautiful so I wanted to share it with you.

The “Body” card: (This card depicts the Body or YOU on all levels. This is the centre card and the other two cards will be laid either side of YOU as they are part of the holistic side of you, yet reflect the two sides of your vibrational energy.)[ DREAM CATCHERS ]

Without sleep, there are no dreams. Without dreams, there is no future. Take time out to visualize your dreams and manifest them into the reality. Every time you sleep, this vibration is open to you if you want to take a glimpse into the unknown and create what you want. Take the steps in dream state and see them as the NOW truth.

The “Mind” card: (This card depicts how you feel about the situation. How your mind can either assist, or not, with the vibrational energy that surrounds you.)[ SNOWFLAKES ]

If you have ever seen a snowflake under a microscope, you will see that they are all differently unique. No two are alike. Yet in a collective, snowflakes to the human eye, all look the same. It’s about perception and insight. It is time for you to accept that you are extraordinary, different. Remember, each vibration, however unique is in its own harmony on the earth.

The “Soul” card: (This card depicts the inner knowing of what needs to be done. The balancing vibrational energy that we know to exist within us.)[ CLEAN SWEEP ]

Every year take time to spring clean your soul. Cleanse yourself from non benefiting beliefs in your life. Remove the cobwebs, sweep away your fears or doubts, and dust the corners of your mind allowing new viewpoints and life values to enter and reside there. Once everything is spotless, take in a deep breath and set your soul free again.

The “1st dimension” card: (The First Dimension – What we used to know and accept. The first dimension is related to the emotional level of the consciousness vibration. It is all that you have known and accepted up to this point in your life. It was the taking and accepting feelings both of you and others on all levels. It has been the awareness and mindfulness of “being”, living and knowing the intention on both a physical and spiritual level. It is the truth and love that has been part of you when you have been open and accepting of it.)[ MESSENGER ]

This card signifies that the answer to a long awaited question will be given, soon. It brings forth whatever message you have been expecting and with it will be the answers. All will be made clear to you. Be open and receptive to the vibrational signs that will be shown to you. Open your heart and you will receive the answers you seek.

The “2nd dimension” card: (The Second Dimension – What we need to grasp right now. The second dimension is that of developing and maintaining the sacred alignment vibration associated with love and trust in everything that surrounds you. It is the way in which you need to cherish both yourself and others. It is the vibration of hope, believing that things happen for a reason and accepting it, thus allowing you to move forward. It is the intellectual side that is stimulated when you creatively explore and find what is needed in your life.)[ QUIET TIMES ]

The silent vibration of quiet is the loudest most encompassing sound known to mankind. You have been far too busy to hear it, so now is the time when you need to accept the stillness and tranquility into your soul being. Let yourself bathe in the hush of peace and tranquility, so you can soothe your soul and restore your equilibrium.

The “3rd dimension” card: (The Third Dimension – What we no longer need in our life. The third dimension is the meaning and purpose in life. It is the sense of being in the NOW and releasing all that no longer grows with us. Having the grace to accept and welcome in the universal vibrational forces of nature and nurture that reside around you and liberating yourself. It is the cherishing of beauty, joy and gratitude in all that you do for yourself and others.)[ OPENNESS ]

The more expansive you are in your world, the more comfortable you feel. Open new windows and doors, and keep opening them until you feel the vibration that sings to you. Don’t let others close in the walls around you because it suits them. This is YOUR journey, so unlock and unbolt everything that makes you feel trapped and begin to accept the open expanse.

The “4th dimension” card: (The Fourth Dimension – Our own self awareness. The fourth dimension is the physical endurance and flexibility of the vibrational energy in every situation. It is where you step away from the ego self and re-connect with the expectation of what is holistic and whole to you. It allows you to have perspective and insights into whatever is coming towards you. It is the open curiosity and forgiveness that resides within you. It is your sense of purpose.)[ MOONBEAM FILLED WATERFALLS ]

The sight of moonbeams shining on a waterfall is spectacular. It captures the vibration of both light and sound in perfect harmony to the Earth’s rhythm. Yet, we can get melancholy and feel disheartened in an emotional wave of dark sadness. Let this wave flow over you like water, washing away the emotions and releasing your soul to the beauty and purity of life in synchronicity.

The “5th dimension” card: (Fifth Dimension – What we know and recognize at this time. The fifth dimension is combined conscious and subconscious awareness vibration. It is the awakening inside, the greatest shift that has not YET happened in your life. It is the transcendence where the “me”, “you” and “I” are no longer separate. They connect and become one. It is the foundation of peace and balance where time and space are combined as one. It is where you no longer need to think to be. It is the knowing vibration that resides both within and outside of you.)[ TWO FACES OF MANKIND ]

Where there is a feminine, there is a masculine. A negative needs a positive and vice versa. You cannot create a harmonic vibration without first acknowledging and accepting the balance of Yin and Yang in your life. It is the law of vibration and energy, which is ever evolving.

The “Present” card: (This card depicts your current situation.)[ BLESSINGS ]

The beauty of receiving and giving blessings is Heaven sent. The light essence vibration of unconditional love and healing to the mind and body on a cellular level is liberating and energizing. Languish in the universal forces of all that has happened in the past is history. Be ready and open to receive as well as giving blessings from all around you.

The “Past” card: (This card depicts your past situation.)[ WILD AND FREE WIND SPRITE ]

The Wind Sprite is an unrestrained creature who can sometimes be responsible for causing havoc and mayhem. In its true essence, it just wants to be wild and free, just as you do. The core soul vibration of your spirit is lacking the joy and independent freedom which it so rightly possesses and acknowledges regardless of what others say.

The “Future” card: (This card depicts your future situation.)[ NEW BEGINNINGS ]

For something to begin, something MUST end. It is the law of balance. How we accept the conclusion of any situation, is solely reliant upon who we are at that moment! Go with the flow, or kicking and screaming. The choice is yours, and yours alone. But before you chose, decide what is less harmful to your vibration.

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After all this time, it’s still here.

Thirteen years have passed. Today, I realized, for the first time, that domestic violence and the traumas I’ve experience are still a huge part of my life and it effects me negatively still. I admit I have a huge disconnect between logic and emotion. I logically know what needs to happen but emotionally I am disconnected. My heart is closed and relies on my brain to keep me safe but it’s been slowly destroying me in doing so. I also realize I have missed out on a lot of things because I have not healed myself. Literally coming to this harsh realization a few minutes ago, I’m putting this here as a reminder.

It’s time to address this. I hate to use this as an excuse because I’ve done it this way for 13 years and it’s gotten me no where but….I’m busy today so maybe tonight I’ll get some alone time to address this.

She says, “I am evil.”

I am kind, I am generous, I feel disgust at the thought of hurting animals or other people, but I am evil. That is to say, I abhor all that is established, all that is sunken into its own decay, filth, lies and bad faith. I hate all that is unwilling to confront, all that hides its differences for the sake of conformity, all that is mired in fear. I hate society, though I have to be in it or else I’ll wither and die. I hate that society is so deeply embedded in my bones that I can’t live without it. I recognize that everything is illusion, illusions of illusions of illusions, and also that illusions can seem more real than reality. To me, what was once good is now evil, and what was once evil is now good. Nature is good, and nature is brutal, nature does not take pity, nature does not hesitate to torture and kill, nature suffocates us, makes us ill, infects us, gives birth to time and pulls us down into our eventual physical decay. I am evil. I am broken, I do not work the way I was intended to, I am not natural, I’m synthetic, put together by humans with a vain intent to carve me into their likeness. Evil is the opposite of nature. It is everything that is fiercely and passionately individual. Evil is everything that is brilliantly new and recently forged. It’s everything glowing with the fire of creation.

I don’t know where to go from here. I want to transform this world from one form to another. Destruction doesn’t suit me, I want to create. But something holds me back and keeps me from creating. It’s like the disembodied voice of the society I’ve left behind still follows me and causes me to view all that comes from me as worthless filth. It’s like there’s some bit of Good left in me that makes me afraid of upsetting the status quo and announcing myself to the world as different. I lack confidence.

This came across my desk this morning but because of privacy, I will keep the source confidential.

What’s described here is the essence of an awakened human realizing the veil exists and has been lifted. They are struggling with how to proceed in life, as the genuine creator of reality, in their purest form.

You can find fault in all imperfection based on the idea or belief of pure perfection but it is the essence of humanity at it’s core and because it’s such, it is an unrelenting battle to be what it is not. We are human therefore we are evil. That’s to say if “evil” is the opposite of pure perfection. It’s the purpose of our existence as humans, to create incredible love and beauty in this evil chaotic unpure world.

I say welcome, and thank you for raising your hand when roll was called.

Preparing for Judgement

How to prepare for judgment

Step 1: Freak out because you didn’t do this right or that right and what about all the things you did wrong when and all the things you messed up that caused a ripple effect in people around you and how about the things you did wrong, while thinking you were doing your best, that some people considered to have ruined their life and all the things you screwed up that ruined your own life, etc.

Step 2: Repeat Step 1 until you’ve cried your face off, felt so shitty about yourself that you didn’t want to live anymore, became so depressed that nothing really mattered anyway, etc.

Step 3: Open your eyes. Look around. Realize you can only do what you can do now that the time has passed. Forgive yourself for being the incredibly powerful human that you are and acknowledge we all make mistakes and we are all humans that have our own perceptions about the life we live, how others affect us and how we affect others.

Step 4: Repeat Step 3 to infinity.

The truth is, what’s done is done. While the past may not be pretty, it’s the past and no matter how hard you beat yourself up, or allow others to beat you up, it’s not going to change. The only thing you have control over is yourself. From here on out, you must be mindful and grateful and forgiving. Only then will you be able to release the fear and live a happy life.

My brother is coming to my very small town tonight to see my mother with his new wife and their kids. They’ll be staying 10 days. I haven’t seen my brother or talked to him in several years, more than five at least. I lost count because I had gotten to the point where it didn’t matter anymore.

See, I was a bad kid growing up. I made lots of people’s lives miserable, including my own. I’ve accepted this fact and gone to the ends of earth and back, asking for forgiveness and working excruciatingly hard at turning my life around. Now, after all that misery and after spending two full years in a wheelchair and having to rediscover myself as a human being, I am a very successful mother of two. The thing is, my house is not clean, my laundry is not neatly folded and put away, life is simply not “perfect” 100% of the time and the amount of time I have for myself is so finite that one could say it doesn’t really exist at all. My life is far from perfect but it’s a good life. A wholesome life. A positive life for me, my family and those around us. I’m not in the best shape of my life, I’m overweight just like everyone else.

Being forgiven for being human doesn’t apply to me. He blames me for everything since and including the crucifixion of Christ. It doesn’t matter how many times I sob on my hands and knees asking for forgiveness. It doesn’t matter how brutally I beat myself up for all of the ridiculously selfish and stupid things I did growing up. To him, I am not human. To him, I am the devil incarnate. To him, I am the unforgivable.

Of course it kills me, I won’t lie. This morning, I woke in panic. My past flashing before my eyes. Every single little thing I’d done, how my life is now and the fact that it’s not good enough and never will be, the potential future and how my actions have prevented me from providing the most immaculate life for me and my family, in his eyes, caused me to wake in tears.

Since my spiritual awakening in September of last year, I have learned a lot about myself, the world around me, how life itself works and the most important thing of all, I learned to forgive myself and others and live with mindful gratitude. Because of what I’ve learned, I remind myself today that I am not a bad person and neither is he. We each have our struggles with this reality, each other and ourselves. How can I grow as a human and continue to live in the light while judging him for his judgment on me? I can’t, it doesn’t work that way.

So, today and forever, I wholeheartedly offer my unconditional love and understanding to you, brother. And to myself, I offer the same. May the past light the way for a brighter future.

Love and light to all, amen.

Garbage Truck

One day I hopped in a taxi and we took off for the airport. We were driving in the right lane when suddenly a black car jumped out of a parking space right in front of us. My taxi driver slammed on his brakes, skidded, and missed the other car by just inches!

The driver of the other car whipped his head around and started yelling at us. My taxi driver just smiled and waved at the guy. And I mean, he was really friendly. So I asked, “Why did you just do that? This guy almost ruined your car and sent us to the hospital!” This is when my taxi driver taught me what I now call, ‘The Law of the Garbage Truck.’

He explained that many people are like garbage trucks. They run around full of garbage, full of frustration, full of anger, and full of disappointment. As their garbage piles up, they need a place to dump it and sometimes they’ll dump it on you. He said: “Don’t take it personally, just smile, wave, wish them well, and move on. Don’t take their garbage and spread it to other people at work, at home, or on the streets.” – Unknown

 

Happiness.

“She said, “I’m so afraid.” And I said, “Why?,” and she said, “Because I’m so profoundly happy. Happiness like this is frightening.” I asked her why and she said, “They only let you be this happy if they’re preparing to take something from you.”” —Khaled Hossein